Diary,
I can’t believe it! Literally, my hands are shaking as I type.
I got the job!!!
Seriously, the job I pined for—the one I worked so hard for, the one I thought would change everything...I fucking got it. And it’s like I’m excited...but also terrified. What if it’s not what I thought it would be...what if I’m not good at it? I know it’s a little early for imposter syndrome but...what if they gave me this job because I’m a good bullshiter? What if the person they think they hired isn’t me at all?? What am I supposed to do then?
I guess I should worry about that after my first day. Honestly, it doesn’t do me any good to worry about it now.
Right?
